Rant for the Day #8

I have this friend on facebook who lately keeps on flooding the feed with emotional outburst because her boyfriend (now her ex), cheated on her. I understand how she’s disappointed and all because, according to her posts, she sacrificed almost everything in life just to nurture the relationship. But, please, for the love of God, don’t make facebook your source of output of all the rage and madness you’re experiencing. I don’t know if you’re intending to make people sympathize about your situation but it won’t do you any better. Talk to your friends or family. That’s more normal.

And calm your tits, coz you forced me to hide you from my news feed. Wonder how your twitter looks like. -.-

19
June

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#kzeespits

#rant

My dad gave me the greatest gift anyone could give to another person, he believed in me. #HappyFathersDay to the coolest dad on earth!

16
June

2

#happyfathersday

Ang gusto lang naman nating lahat, ay gumising kinabukasan at nakakasigurong mayroon pa ring “tayo”.

"‘Yun taong kung mag-upload ng selfie eh tipong nadaigan pa ang 7,107 islands ng Pilipinas."

29
May

1

#kzeespits

"Madalas, ang mga lalakeng binestfriend ng mga babae, ay ang mga may gusto talaga sa kanila. Kailangan nalang nila makuntento dahil ‘yun nalang ang paraan para magkasama sila palagi."

- Papa K’zee

27
May

#kzeespits

Being Twenty-Something

They call it the “Quarter-life Crisis.” It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn’t know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren’t exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don’t recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren’t really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job… and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you
are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn’t. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can’t meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you
are doing this because you know that you aren’t a bad person.

One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself… and while winning the race would be great, right now
you’d just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.